Moving on...
Monday, June 17, 2013
Okay read Qy's blog today and was inspired to do a blogspot so here I am typing this now~ Btw pig, my title has nothing to do with your post okay hahah (her post was about how breaking up is like a mosquito bite and mine is coincidentally "moving on" which is a different kind of moving on!!)
It's just this thought I've been getting these few days. Especialy since all my friends are slowly going for their uni orientation camps and making new friends.. I know it's part and parcel of life luh, we go from pri school to sec school then to JC and now to uni but I just can't bear to part with my friends because I know uni life is gonna be a whole new level of adjusting to the envt and making new friends. Like how in JC it wasn't so bad because 1/4 of AHS was in VJ and the fact that we could see each other in school so often... Uni is gonna be so different, I can feel it already and I really don't like the feeling lol. Yes, most of my good friends are heading NUS but then we're all in different faculties and as much as we say we're not gonna lose contact/meet up in school often, I know its gonna be really tough luh. At least I know things are not going to be the same anymore? Like how we won't get to meet up as often as in JC days/now? That's why I'm trying to meet up with them as often now because I know when Uni starts we won't have the luxury to meet up as regularly anymore... We will have our new circle of friends and okay I shall stop whining about how I worry for Uni. Let tomorrow worry for itself!! I just hope that all of us get into hall? Like at least we'll be physically near and I'll be much comforted knowing that you guys are just a few steps away. That said, I know that Hall life is gonna be very taxing and I shouldn't be selfish and force my friends to stay in hall with me. (If I get in)
Not looking forward to orientation camp though, everyone keeps saying i'll do fine but no I really have social phobia and I hate initiating a new friendship lol. That's why people say I look very dao when they first meet me? haha okay luh but don't go camp equals no friends in uni equals more sad life so I shall just embrace whatever comes along~~ Maybe my mindset will change when I go for O week.
Life has been good to me recently, came back from Korea/Taiwan, quitted my airport job, met up with the homies/tat/pam/diea/mari/xz/sam/rachel(s), found our way back into the lost friendship with peixian, dyed my hair today (bro keeps saying I look like ah lian but who cares hehehe). Am very thankful for all my friends really, I truly am blessed to have all of you god sent angels from above who accept and love me for who I am. Felt super emotional after having a HTHT with qy and hazel by the pool last week. Like I don't know where else can I find friends like them really, yes we have our weaknesses but we complement each other like pieces of a jig saw puzzle? Lol getting super corny now but really luh, I don't know what I'll do without you all man.
okay as usual I get distracted as I blog and I have no feels to blog anymore BYE!!
May the next four years of uni life be good to us, God. Please bless my friends and let them meet nice people as they step into the next journey of their life. Please let us stay as close even as school may get busy and God please remind me that I am not alone, even if I may feel alone at times. (wah so holy okay bye for real!!!)