Its no use crying over spilt milk.

2010-05-27T22:02:00.002+08:00

I'm backkkk! i think noone visits this blog anymore so yay:D

A random thought: "you confide in others, pouring out your deepest darkest secrets, but have you wondered what if one day you were to get backstabbed by others by your own confessions/secrets cause you trusted them so much in the beginning?"

-bye(:

2010-02-12T20:28:00.002+08:00

我要远走高飞了！(:

OMG LONG TIME SINCE I POSTED HAHAHA. so ive decided to come decide my rotting blog :D and since noone acty comes here i think its the safest place to rant this! i keep drooling cause i haveta put that thing in my mouth D: its seriously damn irritating cause whenever i look down then it drips out ROAR D: (dang its just as irritating as a one year old drooling on you! >( )

byebye blog!( oh gosh i just drooled again -.- -.- -.- ) but nvm im removing it like now! :D

2009-07-24T22:36:00.001+08:00

gah got misunderstood like no mother D:

guesss they wont understand till they are in our shoes.

it wasnt my decision at all :/

who wouldnt love their own *? D:

2009-07-23T20:52:00.001+08:00

please dont try to test your limits while i still have the patience my dear(:
no highlights today. cca tmr! jiayou jiayou (:
i dont get why.

2009-07-14T19:34:00.002+08:00

people who dont respect the privacy of others dont deserve to be respected. do they?

people who cant draw a line between personal life and work life dont deserve to be respected. do they?
do you feel this little bit of guilt? just this little? if you even have a conscience?
do you?

2009-07-12T16:33:00.001+08:00

whoo been very long since i last posted..

AYG WAS NICE :D HAHAHA! my number 4 is still <3!>

will move soon! SOON :D when i have time.

when it is my turn, will you do the same? now that things are like that?

somehow,i think things are better off this way eh? :/

2009-06-26T22:32:00.002+08:00

whoo trng today agn~~ foot drill was quite :D right, fa must work harder :D

then we suddenly xin xie lai chao wanna go ikea eat chicken wing! wah super yummy leh :D:D
heh and we were like a bunch of deprived childhood ppl cause we were playing with those soft toys and fantasizing over the childrens bedroom xD
and and settled down in some office style setting to discuss the thing.whoo ikea gives us inspiration man:D and and they are one group of blissful people:D awww cause its us xD hehe.

super sleepy now but i wanna wait for my absolute boyf! D:
gah hope i can hold on for another 1 hour to get a glance of him!

bye:D pictures in next post:D

2009-06-26T00:18:00.003+08:00

GAH. elearning is really damn :/ so confusing can. some hand up through email some hand up when sch reopen. ROARS why cant they standardise everything? oops influenced by sjab too much x)

theres trng tmr and on sat!:D high morale NC~~~
and i thought we were taught to love our CCA? :/

2009-06-24T20:30:00.002+08:00

gah couldnt sleep ytd night.really really very scary :/ lol.

kay did eng hbl and ying ping today! :D yay feel accomplished~ finished reading shao nian wen zhai and 3 benchmark test :D yay but theres still THIS much of hbl for other subj to do! ):

bye(: trng tmr~ lala long since we train in sch alr!

cause you are one lucky kid(:

2009-06-23T23:10:00.002+08:00

yay knew u were strong enough to! (:
lala super relieved now. butthen it hurts everyone to see those tubes in ur body..
i dont like the feeling of being in there.gives me a very uncomfortable feeling,and all the machines..eh wait. but u will get well right, you will be out of there in 3 days! i hope(:
kay u must recover fast fast! :D:D
prays hard for ya! :D

2009-06-23T00:04:00.003+08:00

life is very unexpected eh.one moment you are fine and still joking the next you are struggling there.

noone expected this to happen right :/ two days ago you were still in genting :/
shit it :/ i know u have the willpower and the ability to pull thru. you will. we will all be there for you.
so just wake up. :/

2009-06-21T20:34:00.003+08:00

whoo! back:D yay currents crush or rather crushes! SS501! <33333
their super hot and super handsome and super cute okayyyyyyy AHHH FANTASIZE ABOUT KYUJONG,HYUNJOONG,HYUJOON,JUNGMIN and YOUNG SAENG! omgomgomg! i show u their pic one day ;DD sure drool one!

kayyy.sleepover was ;D yes ;D oh dumber is one violent poke just like jungmin!

had this strong motivation ytd after hq trng.
NC's gonna work hard cause its our last yr.
NC's gonna work hard cause we dont wanna leave regrets.
NC's gonna work hard cause we dont wanna disappoint.
NC's gonna work hard cause the sir said we couldnt win :/

yes.12th july veh veh near alr. jiayou NC and AC :D:D

bye~

2009-06-13T22:57:00.003+08:00

YAY finally back here! see no interest to post this few days ;D yay one more week to sch reopen and theres still THIS much hw to be done ;D whole house belongs to mua next thurs to sat xDDD

went for tuition today with sk ;D i finally know why it sounds so familiar! cause our cher is called sk tan. LOL. ee got new people today then dont feel so zi zai anymore. niway, nice to catch up with her cause we dint meet since ayg trng. x) and yay we have the same opinion, haha DISGUSTING. xD

OH OH THERES 2D BBQ TMR:D YAY YAY. wheee~ (:
argh.freaking eye infection for the 3rd time. >( and it gets more painful every time roars D:
bye (:

another colour turns grey.

2009-06-05T22:45:00.002+08:00

gah D: one week have passed and i have not started on anything yet! D: not even that chi book! omgomgomg. hols are almost all for projs if not training! :/

felt very motivated to start reading my book HAHA FELT only :/ dint read in the end. must TRY to start hw tmr! after tuition. eeyer 3hours with that small kid. im gonna die of boredom, p.s we have short attention spans haha. YES that 6 yr old kid and me x)

we're back to the same point. effort.

bye

2009-06-04T18:43:00.003+08:00

teehee ;D backback! no mood to post.

had fun ytd ;D two stupidS who played the swing till they feel like vomiting and crashed gate their friend Stupid's house ;D then went for dinner and this stupid was talking to the shadows in the phone while the other stupid was talking to that stupids bin! haha dont understand? nvm xD oh and the stupid fell asleep at stupid's house agn! so unglam! D: half body on the floor the other half on the sofa!

go back to the past? i don't see any effort. and i donno how to start.hahas x)
let things remain this way then?

bye(:

2009-06-01T22:31:00.003+08:00

whee trng today!! haha no trng mood leh :/ boo but i guess we just have to work hard eh? (: and i think its back to reading fa notes as bedtime stories! :D

i forget wat i wanted to say alr. gah but this one must say!
hahah thanks snr:D for giving advices and offering to let me rant :D yay appreciate it loads (;

and and this time its for you. your attitude sucks. dont ask why for u know it best urself. ur attitude towards this and that. -edits.- this time. apologies dont work.

it used to be full of passion but i doubt so now.

2009-05-31T21:33:00.003+08:00

wth.wth.wth.can totally understand how they feel now.freaking problems get thrown to you all tgt then they just leave it to u to come up with solutions to help them. like wth. im not ur maid. u dont do it, i talk nicely we try to close one eye we try to give in. but u dont try to push over the limit and come and ap us. wth u think u big ah? hello you should be apologetic and polite cause its your fault not mine. i dont have to spoon feed u with information.if the others can do it i dont see why u cant and why u have to rely on us all the time.wth.im trying very hard not to bd.cause the weight of the problems that come tumbling down is too heavy.and when u try to look for someone to rant. that someone has even more problems to settle and u dont wanna add on to that persons burden. so one day, you just die of over exertion and all ur troubles will be gone.all this for being nice. yay. i so deserve it. all the trying to ren3, all the spoon feeding, all the KIND AND POLITE persuasions. all the phone calls and all the smses. what do you get in return? apness, rudeness, more problems and parents yay.
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once in a lifetime means there's no 2nd chance.

2009-05-31T17:38:00.002+08:00

I THINK IM SERIOUS ABOUT MIAing.. GAH D: till then. i dont have the right to regret cause i was the one who gave the chance away.

2009-05-29T23:30:00.001+08:00

eh eh i have this random idea! i will flush my passport down the toilet bowl in msia then i cannot come back sg, yay then i wont have to face all this freaking problems and can run away from this horrible shit reality. YES maybe i should really try doing so eh? (:

CELINE lim aka SK!

2009-05-28T22:26:00.002+08:00

eh sk! i forgot what was supposed to be behind the <3>
alr so i thank u here again luh k! (:

AND AND CELINE WANTS EVERYONE TO KNOW SHE IS SK SO HERE GOES! HAHA

SK IS VERY KIND TO HELP US IN THE DANCE! SO:

thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you luh! thank you x100 :DD

happy?! :D

should i feel glad? :/

2009-05-28T20:14:00.002+08:00

marina barrage today! they got nice nice view of the flyer! took pics but cant upload cause my stupid phone is still charging. the batt liife is super lousy leh, cant even last one day :/

yay and i think orisis is like roughly done with our performance alr! just need a little more fine tuning~
and im really thankful to sk (: cause despite her horrible throat condition she still help us in teaching, its not her problem at all but she still come help us! AHH thanks loads loads! (: sk is a patient teacher i must say!

should i be glad because i see part of me in you.

no mood post

bye! (:

2009-05-27T22:09:00.002+08:00

i realised i was just avoiding what i was rly afraid of. distracting myself with the million other things i haveto do.

yay choreographed part of the stomp today(: and somemore dance! whoo! good luck trying to learn it ppl! haha :/

look here my dumb friend ;D thanks eh <3>

bye(:

what do i do?

2009-05-26T23:06:00.002+08:00

i treasure our friendship alot.and i definitely wont want her to go through wat ive been through before.the feeling of being the last to know. and i wil nvr be like that b***h. ruins ppl happiness even though it was sort of officially over. if you get what i mean. gah im bothered D: what the hell. it feel damn bloody suck now :/ if i could turn back the clock :/ gosh gosh gosh :/

2009-05-26T21:14:00.004+08:00

Debate fest today! whoo~ cchms even more ulu then ahs! and the sch is very very big & looks very cheena, the way the buildings are designed and named. reminds me of china days ): and they have alot of spare rooms all got aircon one! damn shiok!

kay we put in alot of effort so please dont let us down! :/ dance untill feet damn suan D: look out for rh doggy's pose! made me laugh like no mama! x) and we went crazy trying to practise so much we started coming out with super spastic poses for the strting! xD with the penguin moves and ultraman poses! haha!

i know how it feels to be like in this position, so i will NOT and will NEVER do it. trust me.trust me trust me trust me!

bye.

And never knowing,

2009-05-25T20:39:00.002+08:00

lessons today all quite slack:D finished watching slumdog millionaire~ nice show nice show:D
dont see why it has to be nc-16 leh!

gah dont feel like talking. im just disappointed you know disappointed, when you keep saying you will change but you didnt at all. yup. dont feel like caring anymore (:

its hard to force that smile when i see our old friends and im alone.

still very upset :/

bye.

2009-05-24T21:55:00.003+08:00

whoo! took pick up for the first time today! hahaha! the wind was veh nice but we became super unglam with all our hair flying around. stonned at the mount emily for 8hours :/ nth to do one.somemore its super hot there, sit down dont move also keep sweating.

if only life was as simple as it seemed to be.if only we were as carefree as they thought we were. if only we were as naive and innocent as we seemed to be :/ haha :/

eh you say u busy then ltr nvr come back talk to me ): i waited leh!

bye.

2009-05-23T23:01:00.002+08:00

got alot of things to say! but forget alr :/

just had this thought.ppl really donno how to treasure and be contented:/ they dont mind paying a penalty for not fulfillling their hp contract of 2 years, just to get a phone with better functions and is more stylo, giving up the older phone which was user friendly :/ im not spared too.

bye

2009-05-22T20:16:00.002+08:00

sch today went by fast! only emaths normal lessons:D then had the observation ceremony thingy and off we chionged~ cca passed by veh quickly. was glad at the comments heard(: HAHA.
then there were the unreasonable expectations :/ hth do we achieve that? things get stricter every time! :/
gah. ITS at the 3rd week! :/ good luck! good friend dont come find me kay! (: and its contradicting!

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11hours PD on sun! i hope its fun:D cause its some marathon thingy i think! lets hope there's no casualty so i wont have to climb the donno what emily hill kay:D

oh ye! EH :D the song on ur wp veh nice! :D addicted liao luh!

bye(;

2009-05-21T21:08:00.002+08:00

it hurts the most when innocent bystanders ask about ur injuries.its like pressing onto your hidden closed fracture,excruciating pain eh? or or its like! when you've screwed up ur exam and on the verge of breaking down then ppl ask if you're okay, make things worse right! :/

sch today was :/ my lang is like 3.i cant rely on my chi alr! :/ sians.gah! D: can i scream?!!
first aid lesson after sch again~ yay at least they got put in effort to teach those who were absent(: good good!
the new jap ice cream from cool creme veh nice! taste like little ice cream shop one:D

aren't you the least bothered by it at all?

bye.

to be the last one to know of his lies.

2009-05-20T21:27:00.004+08:00

how come its only awhile after the exams but i feel so caught up again? like there's endless things to do. DDD (quoted from SK!) there's this to worry, that to worry, this to trouble that to trouble, haha u know whats worse? WUOPDWTC! DDD again. yup and the other one is YFPISBDLYTD. yup. s2.

这是唯一我无解的困境.why lei? the unfinished conversation.

bye.

2009-05-19T20:27:00.002+08:00

got back 5 pprs today.okay luh.worked hard for amath butthen still liddat:/ haha! nvm work harder for eoy! MUG ONE MONTH B4! i promise! try to! :P

lalala i dont give a damn(: i was dumb.
and you're not sorry from celine's blog rly damn nice! :D
whee~high now cos i got 4gb memory stick! ahahah more songs more pics:DD
but how come ppl get dmc i get pmc one!!

bye.

i shd have been smarter eh? (:

2009-05-18T21:27:00.005+08:00

got back 3pprs today,chi is screwed.like yay(: im such a great disappointment to myself eh?
yay.maybe one day i'll be hoping that i can even get a pass for it.haha.maybe eh?
hahahahaha.things are made BETTER when ppl around u complain that they couldnt have gotten better when ur results is obviously OMG lower than theirs:D okay being sacarstic helps lessen the pain

BUT,im gonna be thankful for my chem and bio? paper. at least i get the results for all the ~~bloody~~long hours ive put into them (: lets try to maintain this positive attitude when i get back my amath and physics kay? haha i highly doubt so:D

kay then after sch was FA lessons with sqd 2s.quite accomplished i guess(: at least they did help by putting in effort.smilesmile at their drills:D hoho opening parade here we come~ their banging quite solid sometimes okay! we shall make that sometime become everytime :P

then we got bored of waiting and ended up running GO and NPS.hahaha.we xin xie lai chao-ed and decided do drill also! heh crazy but the feeling of running is very comfortable,idk why also.maybe cause i put in all my EFFORTS AND THOUGHTS into running.just running.
ive so many many things to say.. lets just say D and R okay.

bye!find me if u can! x)

F.O is nice!!! <3

2009-05-17T21:07:00.003+08:00

yoooo! its mon tmr! and there's sch! hehheheh doesnt feel like a sun to me today! (: most likely getting back results? all the best for me kay? (:

bowling is fun:D beginners luck:D heh!
xmen is nice too:D that 'zero' guy is shuai! :D

dear friend,i rly hope what u said is true.
cause at least i hope there's still trust.
and one day when there's trust agn.
you will tell me.i believe so.

bye(:

2009-05-16T10:20:00.001+08:00

i will go knock some sense into myself NOW. but ive been trying to do that since ... :/ shit it luh.

liar.

2009-05-15T21:34:00.005+08:00

YAY YAY MYES OVER:DD hohoho! two weeks of mugging is like :/ somemore it dragged over the weekend leh! tried so hard to resist the temptation to use comp and abstain from it! LALALA! exams are :/ but everything's over alr, just hope for the best (:
have you ever spared a thought for me?
letme recall...okay wait i cant rmb :/

aiya strt from ytd luh :D went on SS with :D heh heh our twice a year SS! feels damn shiok to go on SS! hahaha at first we were like wanna buy anot ah..buy le later mother scold. but cause its only twice a year SS so we heck luh x) bought belated mothers day and early fathers day present:D cause its in a pair(: hoho oh and i went on SS because i got tuition for this small boy! $50 dollars a month :D heh heh easy monaye~ SS is shopping spree lah dey x)

been long since we took neoprint x)ok neoprint x)

THEN THEN TODAY WE WENT KBOX:D DRESS OUTING SOMEMORE XD b4 u lied to me?
been like 5months plus since the last time we went!! but kbox no more free flow of drinks alr! i think they scared of ppl like us who refilled the jug 8 times the other time we went:D sang and sang and sang like no mama(: all of us were damn unglam even though we all wearing dress x) ate xue hua bing too(: yay my green tea one! (: i forget wat i wanna say alr luh! peekture kay:D i put everything tgt cos lazy upload one by one :P

bye(: i feel like crying all over again.

life's in a mess.

2009-04-25T16:39:00.002+08:00

boo! had oral this morning! went to jiang laoshi again!for the 3rd year :D it was quite okay luh.i just hope she dint minus my mark cause after me got all those propro ppl! ><
went ruihan house to slack after oral.going all gugugaga with ruihan over tamagotchi! x) grow up luh! and im meeting retard later again for tuition! hope mr tan doesnt do anything funny again x)
and this time i WONT although i still think i didnt, but i WONT knock into the glass door! >(
i think f**y has the same story plot as me.but how come the endings arent the same :/
how come he chose to believe *Anna* and not *xinyi*? :/ how come miracled just dont happen to me :/
bye.

2009-04-24T17:04:00.005+08:00

whee~explored photoscape after celine said they had nice nice edit functions and tada(: sec 2 days x)

yoyoyo! its a friday and im here blogging cause there's no cca! x) i think this is the first time this year that theres no cca on a fri! went changi airport to eat popeye :D yay yay! the food there is finger licking good! (im reminded of lydia when we ate donuts last cca! )
overly stressed up nowadays! i promise to go kbox after MYE! confim must go crazy there to unwind! YAY YAY :D whoo~kbox with sjab peeps are always so so fun and nice :D i rmb the first time we went was after pd, and the last time we went was xmas gift exchange!! ahhh i wanna go there SOON SOON SOON!

okay gotta self motivate to study! its gonna be so paisei if i get last in cls for mye! :/ roars to our mugger class :/

bye(:

edits.wah lao c is killing me like wth -,- feel like screaming now! >(

once upon a time

2009-04-22T17:07:00.003+08:00

took a long way home today..because the dumb me got too engrossed in diner dash and missed my stop! >(
went all the way to changi airport then back home again.the view was nice(:
feeling so tired everyday.boo!

people move ahead in life just because the others are doing so.as time passes by, they realise that they are having more difficulty trying to keep up with the pace of others.when they get so tired they decide to stop and rest,noone waits for them.so in the end they havta walk doubly fast just to keep up with the pace of others.at the end of the day, they get so exhausted they decide to give up trying to keep up with others and realise all this while.they have been walking aimlessly.

bye(:

2009-04-21T20:26:00.002+08:00

WOO~ 2.4 for upper sec today! did pd though x) guys ran tgt and they were super fast luh, like everyone was alr queuing for the number card 20m from the ending line..hoho * and his stitch x) super gay :D hahaha but hes damn cute eh x)
then went macs after that. was laughing at ppl's unglam acts and * with her grand entrance from the T x)

and wth.some ppl just dont know how to appreciate kindness -,-

bye (:

300 post! (:

2009-04-19T13:17:00.002+08:00

yooohoooo its my 300 post since like 2 years ago :/
its a boring sunday filled with loads of hw and tests but i cant be bothered to go and do it :/
damn sian leh. you know you are always a step too late

sometimes i just feel like giving in but i know if i do so the cycle will just go on and on and on again..
i should remain cold.yes cold. its okay you dont have to try and show concern for me at times like this.i dont deserve it.

okay should go study alr!

bye.

i think i

2009-04-18T23:26:00.002+08:00

oh my oh my one more post to 300 ;D

lala tuition today ;D yea like what my retarded friend said, mock test was hard like #%$&%^ heh no luh not we dumb but because havent learn yet wat -,- then actual tuition was quite okay ;D mostly guys who looked like they were forced to go for tuition. the teacher was quite he2 shan4 and tuition passed quite quickly like surprisingly (: AND AND I DONT UNDERSTAND WHY NOONE ELSE EXCEPT CELINE and me x) WERE LAUGHING AT THE TCHER LAH! he damn cute can x) talk to himself then go round and round in circles! AND I EMPHASIZE! i DIDNT KNOCK INTO THE GLASS LUH! so paisei leh! XD i just donno how describe but NOT really knock into the glass lah wah lao ><>( ROAR I GO CATCH UR UNGLAM MOMENTS AND POST THEM UP TOO!
dont ask me why for you know the reason urself-,-
bye (:

SQD 4'10! x)

2009-04-18T12:00:00.003+08:00

ouch.im having muscle aches at my thigh now dammit :/ heh ytd's cca was rangers and more rangers! hahaha pumping on hot ground was damn obscene x) hoho shant elaborate. then had games, pt then big h! oh b4 that had pizza and donuts (: teachers treat.
went ops, ran through the procedure once and tada its really the time.it still feels weird to be called sqd 4 x) like previous years we were still there clapping as sqd 1s and 2s anticipating who our sq ics were. time flies in sjab i guess (: anyway, good luck and jiayou to everyone with ur new roles(:
rmb.everyone is equal in a squad,we help each other out in tough times! yea!
when we brush past each other,feeling like we wanna say smth but still decided to remain quiet.
screwed life up i guess.when everything is in a mess.now i really do know how u feel.everything is my fault kay.

bye.

2009-04-16T19:38:00.003+08:00

lets just say today suck more than ytd -,- hate cbr.

full u plus pt tmr! jiayou squad 3! endure(: last cca before mye i think :/
and if its tmr,good luck too x)

stupid gotta polish boots,chiong yi lun wen and study physics-,-

bye.
when a feeling's gone, its almost impossible to chase it back.

2009-04-15T19:58:00.003+08:00

heyo.today's a lousy day. a really really lousy one :/
oh but smth im proud of today! x) i was fully awake during cbr's lesson!and i was copying down notes like some mugger! even peixian was impressed LOL (: pro right.also dunno why suddenly got this veh big motivation to be a good girl (:
kay then physics also! i paid attention to her while she was explaining the ws and i think i understand a little(: GREAT BREAKTHROUGH eh! :D:D maybe i should try giving her a lil more attention in future (:

thenthen went to eat at cs after sch, someone was worrying about her hair from time we strt eating till we parted! retarded leh, your hair's not that bad luh!after few days sure grow back one wat! heh although it looks a LITTLE just a LITTLE i emphasize LITTLE funny x) oops sorry :P okay luh we talked bout other things too.aiya.we're still in the same stupid situation talking about the same stupid ppl.roar.what right do you have to make us so affected :/ heh sat at the outdoor area of tamp 1 there for 10mins b4 we realised we were roasting in the sun and decided to go back in x) oh and that dumb person forgot that she had the house key with her all along.so i had to go back simei alone.boo.missed bus 5 and decided to walk back home.at least 6 bus 5 passed by me when i was walking home.walked all the way from simei back home know! wanted to study bio on the way home but couldnt concentrate.thought and thought and thought. cried and cried.couldnt control my emotions :/
saw __ on the way back home.seriously veh envious of __ how come we both __ but they still can __. sian luh.showed me her __.every __ felt like it cut deeper into my heart. if only.

i shall go mug bio. but i dont think i can concentrate cause im thinking of you :/
bye.

2009-04-14T17:15:00.002+08:00

ohoh 5more posts to 300! (:

heh just went to sign up for physics tuition with my fellow stupid (: lol look at the power TTH posess man.even someone super lazy like me is motivated to take tuition because her teaching is wow like i can understand -.- mock test this sat omg! oops i think we're gonna fail :/ and its been super long since i last went for tuition at tuition centre.feels weird.eh but i think im only san fen zhong re du.. hope hope the teacher is nice ;D im so so tired of trying to hold on.maybe i really was sooo stupid all this while.shd have know better aye?reading it seems like you're having loads of fun.go on and enjoy aye :/
super tired this few days..had loads of difficulty keeping myself awake during lessons.OH! and mdm sim came in for geog today! shes super funny and her lessons are like 10^100 more times interesting than charles one :/ why oh why do we get her :/ hello you dumbass idiotic person just move on with life aye (: you dumbass.

bye(: napfa tmr!

happy birthday zhiyi! (:

2009-04-13T20:19:00.004+08:00

yoohoo! how's life buddaye? :D okay lame-,- sch was as boring as ever.roars.only that CBR really sucks >( nono its not cheese baked rice okay!(: and dickson's damn zai.peixian said he slept at 2 and yet he was sitting upright during her lesson! yes that her who sucks >(
ahh wdv luhs. chem lab after recess.kept spilling the aq ammonia thingy by accident and it smelt like very very strong nail remover!
was discussing with sheen and chris before eng about how sucky it feels to be misunderstood. the feeling's like you are so wu2 nai4 and so much as you wanna go up and clarify things,the other party totally gives you no chance in doing so.have ya been in the same situation?poor her.what to do? words are like bullets.they inflict hurt on that someone even faster than you can react. we enter relationships as a somebody and leave as a nobody.
oh yea. and humans are humans.they do have the right to make mistakes and they do have the right to feel like crumbling at times. but before you fall, look behind to see how many people are behind you willing to support you and break your fall! (: lol trying to inspire myself here :/

when i dont say anything doesnt mean i dont care.when i dont ask why doesnt mean i accept it.
disappointed.very.no matter what it was.i still think you shdnt have done this.

bye.

2009-04-12T18:33:00.003+08:00

to YOU! (:

hoho thats super cute of you to send me an email just to say what you wanted to say! LOL like who uses emails insteas of sms-ing or blogging now xD okay back to topic. was really touched although it was just a short short message (: you made me weep and laugh at the same time.lol!
okay maybe i was just trying to lie to myself :/ err haha :/ yea. move on right (: move on! (: BLGFTW! <3

bye
theresa(:

2009-04-12T17:24:00.004+08:00

roars. i have 5 tests next week and here i am procrastinating again :/ cant stand it luh.roars.

-edited- lala too bad if you dint see it (: i was super super worried and moodless just now.but i guess im fine now :/ i will never hurt you (; rmb that aye(: and i dont think i have that caring someone :/ that someone left alr...

bye.

2009-04-11T19:20:00.004+08:00

good news singapore ytd! whole thing was quite cool luh!the people there were veh polite (: okay or maybe those who came up to ask questions were veh polite(: yea then everyone in the indoor stadium was veh enthu also! if students of ahs was half as enthu x)

had hp training today ;D at least i see juniors trying to learn the dance(: wayne's super cute! he put in alot of force when turning that time x) but he always lag also! i keep calling him glenn by accident!
hoho i see a resemblance in both!they like to give u that innocent face then smile smile so you wont bear to scold them!

i think its time for the fool to move on.really really move on. (:

before i go! i almost said sorry, but im glad i didn't. cause i think its just a show u put up in front of others. making them think it's my fault. wow yay. i think u succeded.who gives a damn?

bye(:

2009-04-09T20:22:00.002+08:00

celine, i suddenly have the feeling to go aljunied/ paya lebar mrt station camp there whole day. if you get what i mean :/

♥SQD 3'09! (:

2009-04-09T19:21:00.004+08:00

YAY PICTURES(: lazy to edit the rest x) HP training today..squad ones learn till homat on the march alr.one more command to go :D you wanna kp right,dont expect me to be nice too -,-
meeting ruihan to do camp performance tomoro. then have PD at indoor stadium, FULL U leh ): booooo :/

thinking back.. could it have been our fault? or were we just trying to find excuses for it? i think he's right. maybe we were too ** ahh this really got me thinking.

i should stop living in the past right? :/ can only blame myelf for being a fool.

bye.

mixed feelings.

2009-04-06T17:18:00.003+08:00

zone comp's over.feel weird to be able to go home immediately after school... like so empty :/ lols.
because we tried our best, we are all champions in our heart (: with greatest appreciation to our instructors shelley, joan and beverly (: heartfelt thanks. and attached seniors : johanna and wanling ;D and any other senior who have helped NC in one way or another (:
didnt want to put my phone near me the night before because i know it wouldnt happen and i dont like that feeling.it really didnt :/
bye.

if time will change one's feelings,why do i still feel that way?

ZONE COMP'S TMR!!

2009-04-04T15:13:00.003+08:00

ahh its the big day tomoro! are u nervous? hoho i think NC was! just now when we were doing drills in the OPS then oc said they not gonna samula us, just take it as the real comp ground, then all of us started to be a teeny weeny stressed x) we committed some mistakes that we;ve never done b4 and instructors say they kan de chu we quite stressed.. but second drill was really not bad to US at least(:
gonna have dinner at bedok central later before going to ruihan house for sleepover! whoo~ im excited! before i go!

jiayous NC:
-Lingxin
-ME!
-Peixian
-Lydia
-Huishi
jiayous NA:
-Celine
-Ruihan
-Zhiyi
-Kaiyi
-Jairia
jiayous AC:
-Weehong
-Kangyu
-Kengfu
-Lance
-Haofeng
jiayous AA
-Xianzhi
-Kaifeng
-Yangzhi
-Glenn
-Jonathan

go AHSJAB(: show the rest what we are made of(: prove all those efforts that you've put in for this to be worth it(:

bye~

3more days! GASP ><

2009-04-02T20:52:00.004+08:00

omgomgomg.comp is in 3more days! to think last week when we receive msg we were like aiya 13more days needa recountdown again.now we are left we 3days..
and there's only like 2more hours of trng on sat only.kinda regret i didnt do the first hn case properly :/ but on the bright side again as usual:D HN is improving and drills are not bad lah x)
HIGH MORALE PPL! rmb domokun says : dont let your emotion affect what you do! 3more days only,endure finish liao then can relax le! (: k boc is coming our way!! (:

oh and we are sleeping over at RUIHAN HOUSE ;D yay yay ;D blessing in disguise x)
number 5 not staying over, but i hope lydia can stay over leh! lydia pleeeease? (:
then we can take lots of peektures with the other team ;D

and DETERMINATION IS THE KEY! although i was very very very tempted to go click on it. i didnt.

bye(:

five more days.

2009-04-01T20:26:00.002+08:00

smile.because a smile uses less facial muscle then a frown. so smile(:
okay.realised that life is very very short, and we spend 20 years of it studying, so throughout our studying journey, why not make it a happy and enjoyable one for us, so in the future when we look back at our past, it will be full of laughter and happiness instead of a tear-stained one(:
OPTIMISTIC IS THE KEY!

SMILE PPL SMILE(: not gonna give a damn anymore. Determined to do so! (: eh celine, i dint go see *** **** you know! ahh accomplished feeling(; off to study bio!

bye.
you nvr know how tempted i was to click on ur name.

optimistic self! (:

2009-03-30T21:21:00.005+08:00

sch today was :DDDD bcos chen bing rong dint come today! somemore 2 periods leh 2 periods!!! (: although she was saddist enough to make us do zuo ye chap 4 to 8 and of course with 3c you know everyone mugs to finish it before recess,and that includes me! (: im turning into a mugger subconsciously too(:

lalala training was (: hoho drills were NOT BAD WOR :D high morale! (:
took team photo with instructor cause thats gonna be our biggest motivation till sunday at least(:
found it.haha im not dumb afterall x)

bye(:
do you really really think im that ignorant and gullible?

move on you foolish girl.

2009-03-29T19:05:00.002+08:00

i've repacked my sch bag ;D god knows how long those things have been in my files and all. threw away things that no longer have a meaning to be there anymore :/ yeah everything.
even though its tough, but what to do? it just makes me wonder even more.
she does it at night, i do it in the shower, u know whats the biggest difference? mine doesnt require the killing of trees and i can say that shampoo went inside my eyes :/

optimistic optimistic optimistic!!!! (: 尽力而为，我拼命给也只是浪费。
COMP'S COMING IN 7DAYS! bring the high morale you have during trng back home! -,-
im gonna focus on trngs till 5th april is over! think about trngs! :D jiayou NC. leave no regrets (:
7moredays only.work hard for this 7days. (:

bye.

2009-03-28T22:39:00.002+08:00

went sch to watch TYBY today! quite nice(: after that went out to buy new sch bag.LALALA(:

sometimes,i just feel like asking u face to face whats going on.whats with this and whats with that.i know i no longer have the right to do so but im still very very bothered by it.i dont feel like turning on the comp at all because i cannot resist the temptation to go read it even though i know i will feel like my hearts being stab by millions of knifes.but dammit wat to do :/ life's unfair but what can we do other than to accept it?

9more days!

2009-03-27T22:31:00.005+08:00

founder's day today! ahs is old old old (: went macs to eat during break and we were chionging like some mad woman cause we wanted to make it in time for the bf x)
then went kaifeng's house to do p after that, and ended up playing the guitar hero xDD super funny!
LOLLOLLOL! kaiyi got big lungs! cause she can hold on to the note for very long! ahahaha then she got all sweaty and tensed up when she played the drum thingy. and our ambulance had to get kaifeng's brother to teach them how to play XD they look alike like !!! like in that split second i keep mixing them up. pics later(:
then then went ws to eat with celine.we laughed like some mad woman inside x) we digressed from point a to point j then we tried recalling how we went so far.we digressed because celine said she veh shou to ** x) AHAHAHAHA. nice talking though(: i know her xiao4 dian3 leh:D ask me ask me! lalala ;D i always wonder why do they get over things so fast, leaving u behind to pick up the pieces all by urself.
bye(:

10 more days(:

2009-03-26T20:45:00.002+08:00

hello(: i finally get to use comp again! dint use it for the past 3 days x) eh its a great breakthrough okay!
trng was not bad i think(: do drill at the carpark there got feel~

i promise im gonna sleep early today! super tired ): acty i feel like sleepingnow cause my eyes gonna close liao but havent bath yet :X

bye(:
我想我可以习惯一个人生活
我想我可以假装不曾爱过

ZONE COMP POSTPONED -,-

2009-03-23T21:45:00.002+08:00

lalala(: i think the previous post is too not me:/ so i deleted it alr(: good if u saw it, its the rare sight of me.if u dint, nvm good good(:
received msg that zonecomp is postponed like O.O. lols but HQ is always screwed up -,- when we were counting down like 5 days to comp, then we alr slowly build up and await the arrival of comp -,-
but anyway, postponed date means more time to prepare for comp and polish boots:D so lets endure the next 13days together bah!(: and zone comps on a sun, so zomp comp dinner's on a sun night too! luckily we still have 14 ppl going i think(: the most mon pon sch lor xP

andand..what can we do other than to pretend that we're fine and not hurt? even when it means placing urself infront of the scene u dread the most :x

bye(:

ONE MORE WEEK!

2009-03-21T20:54:00.002+08:00

7 more days.. its creeping in nearer and nearer! and i dont think we are fully prepared yet! what if. what if.. so many what ifs..but rly..what if..
did eng crossword puzzle and bio ws today.. couldnt stand the boredom at home so went out walk walk. partly because staring into the screen hurts.
im gonna motivate myself to do all my homework tmr! its feigning ignorance.

bye.

approximately 180days

2009-03-20T20:03:00.002+08:00

trng today agn..our drills rly flactuate..sometimes the banging super nice.sometimes its like birdshit.. You can fall in love in an instant.It's letting go that takes time.
but i think first aid we alr know the procedure le(: cases quite shun4 now(: i hate you :'(
homenursing is... err better than last time i guess? (: we are making it more personalized now(:
anyways! its only 8 days to comp! OMG OMG..so fast.. time flies..i miss you :/
oh but there's sleepover next fri with NC and NA :D lala i hope its full team (: then at least we wont be the only one worrying or having panic attacks at home! (: i know you are enjoying life now (;
im gonna pia all my homework tomoro(: hopefully~ :D
oh and we dint take pics today! >( cause domokun says take during sleepover.. fine lor lister to her! (:I dont miss him, I miss who I thought he was :/

byebye
#TETE

PEEKTURES(: 9more days!

2009-03-19T20:01:00.005+08:00

LALA training today was okay lah, except that lydia dint come ): our instrutors switched for hn! and i think NA's instructors damn zai in HN!but our team instructors veh zai also okay(: footdrills getting better agn~ after training we took pictures! :D we were testing the self timer! caught unaware x)lala do u see siewmin at the back? x)

issit because celine is lag or does she needs to grow taller? XDD

me,peixian and lingxin(:DONT SAY WE LOOK ALIKE! XDlook at zhiyi's pretty face(: NOT the height difference kay! eh eh what u all talking about ah?kaiyi likes taking pics with her right profile only!we dont look alike what:D

me got super powers to jump high high(:

thats all! celine let u kope kay! :D

byebye(:

10 more days NC (:

2009-03-18T20:51:00.003+08:00

woke up at 6.45 today for the course at somerset, eh waste time one leh! >( we reach there the person only brief us on home audit and project work, all these dont go also know how to do lo.. then she say the video veh boring waste boring so she released us b4 one hour (:

then ss group came my house to do project and i fell asleep while they doing the ppt! :X unglam me T.T blames it on the drowsy flu med x)

lala NC so bonded we share saliva and share the virus with one another :X
if nothing last forever,will you be my nothing?

anyways! i shall go to tmr's trng with high morale! regain my confidence and work hard agn!(: its only 10 more day omg :X

oh and the hardworking me got influenced to start on hw alr(:

bye
TETE

team training(: 12 more days

2009-03-16T22:21:00.002+08:00

LALA~ team training today was quite :D cause instructors say our drill and HN got improve(: its kinda cool that we managed to maintain the high morale from morning till enf of trng! lala andeven oc sais good at our drills know, she rarely praise us x) yea yea but veh motivated to do drills nowadays.i use to hate doing drills.. lala 12 more days :D keep up the high morale :D
i like walking in the rain because noone will know that im crying..

bye(:
TETE

aeroplanes...

2009-03-15T20:29:00.003+08:00

it keeps raining these few days..staring into the rain brings back many memories.

anyway,went airport with celine today again.just as i boarded the bus it strted raining heavily again..
we went to try the colouring thingy but gave up after 5mins, the kids there were less than half our age x) oh and we found that t3 has a viewing mall too!but we still went back to the t2 one, cause you can see planes take off from there(: celine caught 3 planes and i only caught 1 ): but it was bcos i was listening to her talk then back facing the window lo! its nice to keep quiet and just stare at the aeroplanes..they carry the hopes ive placed in you, its just a matter of time that they fly away..i wanna go there when its not raining next time(: we've been there b4.do u even rmb? you may think its rather no life but i like the peace serenity there(:
ytd when she came and told me all those, i didnt know how to react, what to say, how to feel. i know its not her fault but all those came crashing down on me. i could only stone at the screen and pretend its okay, pretend i dont give a damn(: best thing i know her. yay.wonderfully screwed up life.dammit. guys are all the same, they can make you feel like u are in heaven this moment, or make you feel like u are in hell the next.
bye.

2009-03-14T21:34:00.002+08:00

hello!(: its the sch hols alr! but somehow im not excited at all :x because hw is piling up like no mama. and there's 30 hours of trng! :x ahh but rather work hard now then regret later! keep up the high morale and motivate each other:D yea yea like how NC is working now(: at first we do drill veh sian but then must have that "i dont work hard now i will regret later" the mentality then high again:D yea yea jiayou~~
CCA yesterday was okay lah,go storeroom pack things also quite fun(: debrief wasnt as long as last week de! (:
yea then we went airport today(: in the end celine caught 3 i also caught 3! (: watching aeroplanes take off from ground the feeling very.. hard to say but lets go agn next time celine(:

friends lend a listening ear to each other and help solve their problem, i dont see that in you. so id rather choose not to say anything(:

bye.
tete

SJAB INTERVIEW 09!

2009-03-11T18:52:00.002+08:00

lala~ sch past quite fast today(: then we had interview! everyone was veh nervous in the waiting room lo! at first when in front of ncos veh donno what to say, but after awhile okay liao.then got some answers is say out liao then regret one! :X cause too nervous at that time :X ahh regrets): anyway, OVER LIAO :D yay!

okay gotta go study for a maths and eng speech test tmr! :D
wish me luck!(:

byebye
#TETE

2009-03-10T21:57:00.002+08:00

What time is it?! :D lala~ listening to too much of what time is it alr! hoho but i think the dance is nice:DD give credits to celine(she likes purple!) who helped in choreographing the dance lah:D
dancing really will make you exercise lor, sweat like crazy during hp trng just now, and juniors learn the first part of what time is it alr! (: they are quite fast learners(: and zhiping damn cute x) he cant catch up with us but he tries his best! :D lala~
got back physics test today, 3C makes ppl feel damn zibei can! got like 20ppl score more than 30 over 33, then my 24 was considered very low even though its an A ><
hoho there's interview tmr! good luck SQD3'09!♥ :D

byebye
TETE(:

2009-03-07T20:44:00.003+08:00

yooo im back! :D dint blog for many days! i forgot wat happened alr. sch was pretty much the same, and 3C is really mugger class.total opposite of 2D. i think during lessons only the few of us will be talking or slacking during lessons lor, the rest super hardworking, its super quiet when the cher is talking and even when there is no teacher in class, everyone will be quietly sitting in their seats waiting for the tcher to come, u can go ask ruihan if u dont believe!

then cca on fri! first attachment! x) i srsly cant give command! stupid celine and kengfu go tease me somemore! ppl nervous wat! :X then there is triage after that.not much comments.except i few that some ppl are nice(: and some ppl purposely wanna find trouble for u :X lala~ nothing to say.jiayou bah sqd3! :D oh! and there as baking today! cookies came out quite nice(:
andand! ** ah! ive told u what he feels! its up to u now.although i think its not worth but yea follow ur heart! yea listening to you say all those rekindles past memories too. :X I dont wanna talk, about the things we've gone through.Though its hurting me, now its history.Somewhere deepinside, you must know I miss you.
lala bye(:

2009-03-03T20:19:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WEEHONG (:

school today was err FUN(: because we only stayed in class for one period, the rest was all held in diff places of the sch:D i like maths lesson:D make me rmb abt pri sch days, everyone sit in concourse then mr wee teach, then we go ard look for answers,so nice(: yea then 3c is very scary, very lil ppl failed for the amaths test! -,- and ppl emo when they score damn high lah,wth -,-

then after school had hp trng,jiahui learn things very fast(: and wayne not bad also lah:D
thanks for the choc((: Cookies and cream choc ftw! :D
and hor Cheer up celine! (: dont feel too bad about it luh, at least u gave guo dong a proper burial (;
you can always visit her b4 and after sch~
andandirealise,sometimesputtinginyourbestisnotenough,bcoshemightnotevenappreciateitintheend.
bcause i just realise that amidst all that u said, it was just a lie, i just realised that she mattered most to you.

byebye
#TETE(:

2009-03-01T17:54:00.003+08:00

ITS MARCH! no more secretary life! lala :D yay i finished most of the hw liao! gonna chiong to study physics later! esp when i just passed my last test :x. its raining outside now. the sky is filled with dark dark clouds. make ppl feel so moody. jiayou bah(:
itsgonnabesoawkwardnowon:x

2009-02-28T23:03:00.002+08:00

phewwww..finally done with the proposals..met at ruihan house in the morning to do P, then ppl slowly left and ruihan had to go ahma house so we went macs to do..by then was 6 plus alr then macs no internet connection -,- so we had to go celine house to do.. by then was 7 plus alr so the 7 of us were like mad ppl chionging on 3 comps for the proposals! butthen still not enough time :x at 9.30 everyone strt having breathing diff, then at 9.40 everyone Hyperventiilates then at 9.45 everyone has cramps in limbs tingling in fingers carpopedal spasm! x))TD was flying everywhere! pluck this comp pluck that comp!then celine eye pa jiao go scan the floorplan got one big big hair in the middle nvr notice!then had to rescan. but we still late leh :X boohoo.but nvm lah we try our best liao.. then after settling proposals had to settle our parents who always dont understand the plight we are in lor..scold scold scold then threaten threaten threaten ): SO! next time when i grow up! im gonna be a very undersanding parent! :D

Thanks to all those who made an effort to come and help and YAY to the 7 of us who chionged like crazy at celine house! its a sense of accomplishment looking at the screen show the word 'sent!' but we still late lah): so its half happy half sad..
oh but at least we werent late for the other proposal (:

lala bye(: its chionging of hw and tests tmr!
TETE (:

2009-02-24T22:11:00.003+08:00

hoho peeps:D there's no full u this fri again:DDD yay~~its FIRST TIME sia(: but we secretly think there's some hidden motive behind this! x)
duntknowhowtosaythis.
youthinkthatway,icantdoanythingbcosthatsurfreedomofthinking.
itolduthis,utwistitgotellthattootherppl..
whyinfluencethemwhenuknowuarenttellingthetruth
feellikegoinguptoyouandclarifyallurmisunderstandingsrightinurfacebuticant:X
believeitornot.itreallyisNOThowuarethinkingnow.
ifihadachoiceiwouldntwantitifitsgonnacauseusomuchunhappiness.
iduwanthingstogetworse.srslyihavebeentellinguthetruth.goaskardifudontbelieve :x
disappointed,sad,fustrated :'(
this was supposed to be posted ytd!donno why dint get posted):
HELLO:DD its been LONGGGG since i last posted (: and here i am again cause theres finally no test tmr(: and i dont feel like doing hw also xD naughty me.

everydays been filled with sjab as usual..and ltp presentation is finally done:D alof of changes to be made though and debrief's really longggg type till i go blur o.o yay and there's no trng tmr cause instructors scared we mental breakdown! LALA:D yay~~ gonna help lingxin with her proposal and rewrap our flag:D just now lydia came and we chiong touch up our flag^^ nice(: oh dammit i forgot wat i wanted to say..

oh and amaths common test today is really hard..but mr khoo says its not gonna be a large part of ca so celine dont worry too much kays;D just work harder for next time the test and rmb ur two hours every sunday:D pratice makes perfect:D

oh and i think talking on the phone with snakewind and her so called okk is really fun x)okk always very lag in his reply! both of them so cute one xD hai me digress untill one plus then sleep ytd x)hoho lets talk more next time(;

TETE(:

2009-02-20T22:49:00.003+08:00

although we all very unglam with pinned up fringes and high socks! i still like this pic:D

heyo:D cca today was :D first time so :D leh! hoho did divisional drill for awhile then went to play squad bonding games! hoho:D the chair game veh funnaye! i koped pics from voc blog! let u see:DD hoho!

hor celine! watcha doing?! *snakewind!* :D

then we played the pe game and captain ball and dismiss:D whoo shiok:D

itsbcauseunevertriedunderstandingtherealresonbehindallthis.andwhy?

bye(:

#TETE

2009-02-19T20:13:00.003+08:00

cheekycheekycheekycheeky:D new quote:D CHEEKY;D repeat it many times its very tongue twisting!
trng today was okay lah(: lydia left early and huishi subbed her.then we go lian our slow march and fast march turning, our arm swing improving liao~ woohoo! but right turn on the march is still damn hard..our bang always like piakpiakpiak one..
yea then stupid ** scare the hell out of me! >( evil person! just cause he was bored! ROARS celine u know who! >( we were like both damn afraid then he say no lah bluff u one lah! whalaos -,- dont trust u liao!
hmm..ppl whom u trust most might be ppl who are keeping the most things from u..ya maybe..
there's cca tmr! no full u:D hoho jiayou bah:D there's ltp presentation which is gonna take super long again (:

bye
#TETE

2009-02-17T20:30:00.002+08:00

yo earthlings(: geog ct today was okay lah.qs 2 was -,- the tcher came in 5mins b4 the test ends to tell us the WRONG ans.lols then alot of ppl go write the wrong answer also..but mrs charles is nice(: she say she giving us the marks(: yea then i finally solve the first log question by myself u know!! OMG so gan dong :D hoho i CNT understand log even though alot of ppl all say very easy.ok lah i admit im dumb. 3C is very scary can.everyone mugs! and everyone like know how to do everything one.then when teacher teaching or ask us to do work its quiet untill u can hear the fan spinning :X
then the prc beside me everything also know how to do somemore they do the method so chim one o,o then i cant understand what she is doing luhs :x

hoho i think the triumph joke is damn funny lehs! HOR peixian:D i donno why celine say its not funny leh.. ITS FUNNY CAN:D laugh untill peng x)
then right, coughs gave coughs chocolate wor!~ woots! in front of us somemore leh! KISSES leh xD hohohoho x) okay i shant be evil lah(: nothing between them hor coughs(:

boo and hui dao guo qu is damn nice..i keep listening to it now..go listen go listen:D

思绪不断阻挡着回忆播放
盲目的追寻仍然空空荡荡

bye
#TETE

2009-02-14T23:55:00.004+08:00

BOOHOO): celine duwan to blog alr! waa mourns for one min at the lost of my fellow blogger):
and things get worst when ppl are asking a whole lot of stupid questions-,-hello u cant read the msg issit-,- and im not ur maid,dont ask me help u go find,esp when u are supposed to be doing the job with me now -.- but it gets better after i rant everything to celine:D her retardedness always cheers me up:DD LALA~ love her(:

-edited- okay i should be more understanding.maybe they rly DONT understand my msg! (:

2009-02-14T22:25:00.003+08:00

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY(:

yay.had 2D VALENTINE's DINNER today(: about 20 attended i think:D its a steamboat buffet! next time sqd 3 should go cause its quite reasonable (: butthen we dint rly eat much, and we were super noisy untill the guy suggested to the other customers to eat outside cause he said these bunch of kids were veh noisy x) then we went to the court outside velocity to take pics(: yay. I (Y) 2D08 (:

veh tired.bye(:

#TETE

2009-02-13T23:50:00.002+08:00

physics test was -,- i donno how to do all the conversion questions and i fell asleep-,- dammit.
then cca was okay cos we only did duck walk..better than last time cos no bx.. but more xinku cause nidda carry stretcher..yea.then played the blow wind blow game(:
SO COOL LEh nyaa can use wushu and tutoring as part of it(:

hi there,its VD tmr.do u still rmb the future we once planned tgt?or have u found your new her? stranger.bye.傻瓜我们都一样受了伤却不投降相信付出会有代价代价只是一句傻瓜

bye

2009-02-12T20:56:00.002+08:00

today was :x at that instance,we really wanted to talk things out with u.but we knew we couldnt cos it only meant that in future its gonna be even harder. im sorry if i sounded harsh to anyone but i was just super demoralised at that point of time.if you could just chg a lil,just the way u talk to us. we would be greatly encouraged to do better.but for now,we can only bear with it till everything is over.dun wanna disappoint those who pinned their hopes on us.for everyone and us,we will work harder,i promise.

yea.wont wanto break another promise anymore..hi there,its you!,

2009-02-10T21:43:00.004+08:00

heyo! SS ct this morning was okay lah..if i knew today was the last day i was gonna be sitting at my seat right! i wouldnt have paid attention to the tchers can-,- wouldnt ding zui with bennett and xianzhi.wouldnt disturb edna when she sleeping.and worst of all noone would be there to take off socks and shoes with me in class alr.my usual kakis like px,bennett xz may,edna or move far far away from me ): roars to the one who suggested chging places.im sitting beside thie uber quite prc now T.T look at me turn into one who suffers from autism 6weeks from now ): noone there to crap and slack with me alr ): BOOHOO. HAIS.but one has to adapt to chges.bo pian lor..roars ><
and it wanst exactly bcos of the changing of seats that made me tear lah..smth inside was you know..like suddenly remind u of smth.then it was quite a good time to let those tears down,letting ppl think that i was T.Ting bcos of the chging of seats.but anyways,thanks to those who cared(:
YOU SEE THE REAL SIDE OF PPL IN TIMES LIKE THIS.im glad i saw through u.

anyways,did flag today after school:D yay.our squad was being childish~ XD and and we are like half done..cut the cardboard alr(: then pasting them tgt tmr..yea then we did till like 7 plus when suddenly heard someone shouting from below,it was the uncle hassan i think.he was shouting so loud that he on first floor we on fifth floor still can hear know! then he sounded super pissed so we like running from disaster liddat everyone chiong pack then run down the stairs.HOHO super funny leh! can u imagine one bunch of students running like the sky is gonna fall or smth XD then we were like eh run here,eh gate lock,eh go there,eh gate lock then we realised like all gates lock liao then almost wanted to jump down from 2nd floor can! then at last he open the gate for us lah but scold scold scold scold lor..then wanted give our names to principal all those.. but we dint know couldnt stay till so late can! we thought can stay till like 7..somemore the uncle neh come and lock the clsroom.. but then ruihan damn pro:Dshe go negotiate with the uncle untill he give us chance:DD woohoo THANKS RUIHAN:D yay this is definitely a memorable event that im gonna rmb (: (lols i sound like some pri sch ending her compo x)

bye
#TETE

2009-02-08T20:58:00.004+08:00

LALA:D changing blogskin now:D so far it looks ok(: heh heh. i show u orisis chio flag :DD

nice right nice right:D heh heh

oh ya! brother(: good luck with the girl u send the rose to okay (: *winks*

2009-02-08T18:29:00.002+08:00

i still cant find suitable blogskin DX dammit. anyways went to do hp flags ytd:DD got 3 hp the flag finish alr:D the other 3 jiayous kay! ya..then we alr try our best for the flag alr lah.. even if others find it not up to standard butthen we alr tried our best so ya must be proud of urself kay:D dont feel demoralised (:

oh and im turning more and more like my clsmates :X i finished the wb qs 30-89 alr can.. bcos in my cls even the tchers comment that we veh kiasu.if u dont mug that means u weird T.T hais..

lalas hp flag due on tues morning b4!! Jiayous sqd 3:D

bye
TETE(:

2009-02-06T23:16:00.002+08:00

roars >( my screwed blogskin T.T i cant use all of the sweetsugar's skin liao..

anyways.cca today was okok lah..had PT agn..the cos ics veh xinku cause they had to teach sqd one from scratch..hahas.but sqd one not bad wor still got shout loudly sometimes(: yea like wat celine said time really passes by veh quickly.two year ago we were still at the most right had side of the division and entertaining the snrs with our super cute and funny replies..now we on the left hand side alr..HAIS OLD LIAO LAH! yea.then had to run around the lowere sec block, and celine knocked into the locker! must be damn pain leh! OUCH D: the sound where she banged into the locker super loud then like got echo liddat.get well soon dey(:

nowtheyalrhavethistypeofmentalityandattitude.nexttimehow?:X

bye
TETE(:

2009-02-04T21:15:00.002+08:00

girls.moodswings.screwed up life :X cher says she most likely giving back test tmr :X quite a few ppl fail. hais. keep losing this and that! first my lip balm now my calculator :X

stupid blogskin took me so many hours to fix then suddenly black out -,- damnit lahs.

full u + pt this fri.again..hais.i guess we are slowly adapting to all this alr. (bcos we werent so affected by it anymore!) lalas~jiayous bah!

roars.you trying to act mysterious in front of me -,- sick and tired of it.sensitive toot.

bye.

2009-02-03T22:05:00.003+08:00

whee~its been quite a few days since i last posted! yay!(: HP proposal is ACCEPTED!:D at first thought will tio rejected cause we felt so dejected after looking at zoreken's damn chio the flag..and my weapon looked childish :x ha!but its accepted alr:D so means must chiong the flag this sat and sun~

oh ya do u all have problems with my blogskin? cause apparently my blogskin looks screwed T.T

the background is some blue blue colour thing..gonna chg bloskin soon(: when im not lazy x)

chi test today was KILLER -,- superrrrrrrrr hardddd..die alr lah..first time feel so demoralised after the ct..i left like 5 blanks for the ci yu part..wah lao study so hard from enjoyedu in the end most dont come out T.T sian sian sian..

oh and trng on monday was Hn cases and one drill~ then today's illegal trng was slack:D heh heh one case and we digressed till 5.45 liddat~

okay i wanna be a guai kia and sleep early~ LALAS:D ooh yeah i scraped the side of my boots and re polished them(: its smooth but not shiny now :x

byebye

#TETE:D

2009-01-31T22:30:00.002+08:00

yoooo~~~did proposal with ruihan today(: lucky she called me in the morning if not i confirm stilll sleeping when she come one x) yup then about 90% complete alr..but i scared weapon rejected leh..it looks kinda childish :X

then went eat jap food for dinner:D after so long the food is still as niceee~~ got man zu gan cause u cook the food urself:D then super full after that, but my parents good mood then my dad suggested go for 2nd round! so we went buy crab to eat:D although everyone say full but we still finish everything xD

okay gotta chiong study..there's bio test,chengyu test,chi ct and many more T,T

bye~:D
TETE

2009-01-30T22:14:00.003+08:00

yoohoo~ cca today was tiring! :X drill keep knock and recovering..so long neh knock le then brain abit rusty so reaction abit lag.. then ltr got pt! omg pt.. i dont like rangers >( but i think im weird..i think frog jump is okay compared to duck walk leh..not meh?

proposal rejected ): boohoo..lance proposal damn nice can! meeting ruihan to do tmr(: hope it turns our fine.. *cross fingers*

bye~
#TETE

2009-01-28T22:18:00.003+08:00

omgomgomg hurry blog before my cousins come disturb again -,- okays lets see(:

SUNDAY:D

went to my ah ma house and ate reunion dinner with cousins..but not as nice compared to that day squad 3 the dinner lo. i have nothing much to chat with my cousins anyways..then at 12 midnight play with fireworks and took angpaos.

TUESDAY:D

ate pizzahut in the morning b4 we went visiting:DD then in the afternoon, louis say want go walk walk so we walked from cityhall to esplanade to flyer and back to cityhall again T.T i was in heels somemore can..then super tired liao he still drag me along ): butthen quite nice lah GELATO ICE CREAM the mango and passionfruit one SUPER NICE:D yeap..

WEDNESDAY:D

yay my super ~~CHILDISH~~ squadmates:D

went school for celebration then my mama say lastmin nonid go visiting so we went watch wedding game:DD heh heh that show veh funnaye. and celine kept telling us how she lost to kaifeng in mario kart by ABIT NIA XD super funny lah they all..then we were like making alot of noise in the arcade and the person come scold us -,-

okay super bad mood now-,-

byebye

#TETE

2009-01-24T12:56:00.004+08:00

SQD 3 TOAST:D yummmmmmmm seng:D

our childish ambulances:D (the rest of the pics are with celine! wait for her upload then can kope:D)

hello:D had welcome party ytd(:everything was quite okay except that part x) then after that went to buy ingredients for our steamboat at ruihan's house:DD yea then finally started eating at like 9? butthen its like the BIGGEST squad dinner so far i think? 13 ppl! 8 guys 5 girls :} first time overpowered by guys sia. yup and the feeling is damn nice:D veh heart warming like one big big family:D and its amazing how THAT TOPIC can make us bond so much(:we shd have more steamboat dinner tgt ^^ then our ingredients were veh simple, tofu,meat ball, fishball,sotong ball, hotdog and maggi mee but we dint finish all the food..only the TEN packets of maggi mee was finished! and kaifeng has a new name! FAN4 TONG3. he kept eating all the rice and we had to persuade him to put down his rice for that yummmmmm seng thingy x) oh and thanks ruihan for providing your house:D
HEH HEH I LOVE SQUAD 3 EVEN MORE MORE NOW:DDDDD

byeee~ doing last min shopping later:DD cant wait cant wait!

TETE:D

2009-01-22T22:02:00.003+08:00

YOYO PEEPS:DD YAY SO HYPER NOW~~~ sch today was okay lah(: there was bio lab and the oranges damn nice:DD yup then trngs also okok lah:)) we chionged 4 cases straight(: and footdrill was :x heh heh.yea meeting sqd ones tmr:DD hope we dont screw it:)

then having sqd steamboat dinner at ruihan's house (: yea.

and its an OPEN SECRET~~~~~~~~~
WHOO:D

and you right.srsly lah veh disappointed. if this is real right u are srsly damn SELFISH.

bye.

请告诉他，我不爱他。

2009-01-21T21:57:00.002+08:00

YAY:D i finished bio ICT alr.so now i slacking while looking at peixian chiong her ass off xD okays.PE today was fun (: the wushu tchr damn funnaye can. he likes to grab ppl's head one leh. and he so old liao still have abs leh!

okay. i srsly cannot stand you lah.dont think u big cause *** everyone doesnt think so. everyone is just trying to tolerate with you.dont you know that we all can see u trying to *** ***. but im sorry it doesnt work for us -,-

and you.if u wanna be so selfish right.i donno what i can say alr.

bye.

2009-01-20T20:08:00.002+08:00

hi there mr J. i hope u are doing fine.

a long long time ago,there lived this girl and boy.they met on some random occasion and since had became very good friends.not long after,they realised that they had smth special for each other.smth that couldnt be explained using words..but they kept this to themselves untill one day when the boy told the girl about how he felt.the girl was glad he felt the same way and they wanted things to remain this way and that they could live happily ever after together(: thats how fairytales end dont they? but sadly, in this story, the evil author twisted the story a little..as days past,the boy contacted the girl lesser and lesser and the times they spent tgt also became very very little. the girl feeling very confused asked the boy what happened but the boy refused to say what happened.however, the girl could sense smth amiss and she was very affected by it.she tried ways and means to find out what happened and finally, one day the boy told her that ** *** ******* ****** **** alr.. devastated.sad.loss for words.shocked.heart brokened.angry.disappointed.the girl turned around and ran as fast as she could.she rmb very clearly that it was raining very heavily on that day and that she couldnt differentiate whether the water on her face was tears but rainwater. after that incident.the girl had been trying bery hard to forget that boy and at one point of time she thought that she had actually succeded in doing so.but one day, when the boy just randomly drops by and said hi.she broke down immediately.she failed.failed. bcos deep down in her heart somewhere, she knows that she still cant forget him.旧情人给的问候比陌生人还尴尬。nobody said it was going to be easy, no one told her it was going to be this hard. what to do?she will be waiting boy.

2009-01-18T17:24:00.003+08:00

hoho:D ahh my bro thinks he is big just cause he is sick >( wah lao wah lao im like his maid leh! and life is boring cause i have book quiz on mon,chem test on tues and emaths test on wed :(

oh ya! went to watch band concert ytd:D the 2nd part nicer:D hehs and we were laughing at the guy in front cause he zi lianing than we keep peeping at his pics x) PEIXIAN CAN COPY HIS ACTIONS VEH WELL :D ask her demo for you! xD

and dont think u big luh.dont come AP and AP me when u are the one who needs help first -,- TYVM.

byebye
#TETE:D can things remain the way it is now and we continue to be good friends? its the best way out :]

2009-01-16T22:44:00.004+08:00

hihi:]] CCA today was super hiong can :x no drill immediately start triage le wor.then tio cos ic with YANGZHI:D ya the whole thing was veh screwed and super stressed up..sorry if we hai4 our poor poor first aiders get punished even though they alr veh tired moving all the casualties..yup..then veh saddening to see my sqdmates suffering lah..its like everyone veh tired butthen still endured and encouraged each other on so yeap veh touched also:D im glad that the squad has grown up and stood by each other:] giving moral support to each other, helping each other:] casualties included:DD yea i know they veh wei nan but no choice then must like that one..
yeaps.its veh scary when she screams in ur face.rly veh scary :x
although both the triage wasnt rly well done and theres alot alot of things for us to improve on and alot alot of things for us to learn but I JUST VEH HAPPY THAT SQD 3 WAS THERE FOR EACH OTHER:DD
yeaps.xin ku le squad 3:]] go sleep early and rest well okay:D
YEA! AND fellow cos ic YANGZHI!
dont so demoralised and sad okay..its your first time mah,so its also not ur fault if u dint know how to handle things properly..ya and he veh ke lian..super tired go sleep so early liao..rest well bah:D
and the first aiders who were super exhausted after the triage..thanks for helping us out:]] yea its been rly hard on u all and we rly appreciate it luhs~ go rest early also:]

I LOVE SQD 3~ pom pom pom pom. I LOVE SQD 3~ pom pom pom pom. SQD 3 SQD 3 HERE WE GO! 5,6,7,8! WE WILL WE WILL STOMP U FLAT LIKE A GINGERBREAD AND NEVER LET U STAND bang:DD

ah and got that phrase "what doesnt kill u only makes u stronger" we dint die in this triage and thus we have grown stronger:DD YAY and there's something good from this triage.SQD 3 BONDED:DD yups I LOVE SQD 3:DD SQD 3 FTW ! :DD jiayous in everything we do next time kays ;D

byebye
#TETE

2009-01-15T20:57:00.004+08:00

hello:D school today was okay okay lah..except for the part that CNY, sec 3 special activity is making angbao lanterns-,- cause the school wanted to be special from the rest-,- ya then after school had comp briefing.yup then we going as NC for zone comp:] with 4 sqd 2s in our team. then instructors got shelley joan and beverly ;] heh JOAN IS EVIL ><>

是你变了吗？:X

bye

#TETE:]

2009-01-14T20:20:00.002+08:00

yo!:D ran 10mins for PE today:] i feel accomplished cause i dint stop:] heh heh heh :D
then after sch went simei to eat with my SJAB girls:D heh! THEY SAY OPPOSITE ATTRACT! xD hor celine:D

okay chionging proposal! we duwanna be late again!! >(

我不再去执拙我是谁
我是我在夜里掉的眼泪
也可说我看不开的
为你我能做的
竟还没让你相信是爱情

byebye
#TETE

2009-01-13T20:41:00.003+08:00

hello.went watch the css3 thing at mdc ytd.the actual studio quite small compared to tv one leh.heh nowonder they say u look fatter on tv lah,i think they magnify it..then reach home at about 12.yea and today physics lab was T.T TTH teach theory for 45mins u know,,wah lao then i try my very best to stay awake but i just couldnt lah, her voice like can hypnotise ppl to fall asleep one leh.

"忘记我还爱你？" wth?

bye
#TETE