Hiiii! Okay so I've been wanting to post on the topic of being strong but I keep procrastinating (as usual). Lol okay so HI PIGGGGG!! hehe i guess youre the only real life friend that visits this site~ Gah I better hurry cause I wanna go to the gym before heading out later.

Okay so cut all the crap, I guess people have always thought of me as the strong girl? Like be it in terms of academics, friendships, relationships etc. Guess its cause of all that I've went through? Like I rather be the "stronger" friend where people can rely on instead of being the needy/burden haha. But I do know that being the stronger one isn't always good luh, like because people think you're "strong", they tend to be harsher w their words/actions cause they think we wont get so affected easily. TBH, deep down inside i'm like really sensitive and fragile (like a flower) heh my close friends know better i guess. Usually when I'm hurt/sad, I don't really like to voice it out cause I don't like appearing weak and appearing like I'm all needy and stuff luh. Some girls like to appear so weak and soft and needy to get guys attention but I think that's just disgusting. Haha. Also, I don't really like appearing weak cause I don't want people to know my weak spot(s) and then later use it against me (happened in the past) p.s I hate being alone, I guess I can say it here since people who knows of this blog prolly knows of that fact too!

Yupppp but recently I've been feeling really weak, of course I know the reason but I just don't wanna face up to it UGHHHH. Hate it when I'm so gay and like turn into the xiao nv ren hahaha.
Need to man up and face reality!!

OHHHH and on a side note, Korea Grad trip with the clique is finafuckingly booked!!!!! Super duper excited for it cause the last time I went there was quite a few years back. Sad that qy can't come along though cause she was an awesome travel kaki when we went to taiwan two years back ); IZ OKAY PIG WE'LL GET YOU STUFFS!

okay bye needa go work my ass off.

okay I wanna do the gratitude posts thingy that people have been doing! Shall start on it soon.

Till then~

Hiiii! Okay so I've been wanting to post on the topic of being strong but I keep procrastinating (as usual). Lol okay so HI PIGGGGG!! hehe i guess youre the only real life friend that visits this site~ Gah I better hurry cause I wanna go to the gym before heading out later.

Okay so cut all the crap, I guess people have always thought of me as the strong girl? Like be it in terms of academics, friendships, relationships etc. Guess its cause of all that I've went through? Like I rather be the "stronger" friend where people can rely on instead of being the needy/burden haha. But I do know that being the stronger one isn't always good luh, like because people think you're "strong", they tend to be harsher w their words/actions cause they think we wont get so affected easily. TBH, deep down inside i'm like really sensitive and fragile (like a flower) heh my close friends know better i guess. Usually when I'm hurt/sad, I don't really like to voice it out cause I don't like appearing weak and appearing like I'm all needy and stuff luh. Some girls like to appear so weak and soft and needy to get guys attention but I think that's just disgusting. Haha. Also, I don't really like appearing weak cause I don't want people to know my weak spot(s) and then later use it against me (happened in the past) p.s I hate being alone, I guess I can say it here since people who knows of this blog prolly knows of that fact too!

Yupppp but recently I've been feeling really weak, of course I know the reason but I just don't wanna face up to it UGHHHH. Hate it when I'm so gay and like turn into the xiao nv ren hahaha.
Need to man up and face reality!!

OHHHH and on a side note, Korea Grad trip with the clique is finafuckingly booked!!!!! Super duper excited for it cause the last time I went there was quite a few years back. Sad that qy can't come along though cause she was an awesome travel kaki when we went to taiwan two years back ); IZ OKAY PIG WE'LL GET YOU STUFFS!

okay bye needa go work my ass off.

okay I wanna do the gratitude posts thingy that people have been doing! Shall start on it soon.

Till then~

Her name is Theresa and she comes from the school Tampines North Pri Sch Anglican high:D and the CCA SJAB:D I ♥ my squadmates most of the time(: Its in SJAB where bonds are made(:
I try to put on a smile to everyone who approaches me so dont provoke me will ya:D oh! i turn one year older every 23rd September(: the fool decided to move on alr(: I'LL LOVE YOU IF YOU LOVE ME :]
I'LL BITE YOU IF YOU HATE ME XD
I'LL KILL YOU IF YOU BREAK MY HEART XD
andand Im in Love with TURTLES :DDD
but im afraid of animals :X
yup thats all:D oh and the girl on the left is me! thats Celine on the right(:

Oh, the things I put up just to make the scrollbar scroll (;