hihihihihih:] yay i finally can blog again cause last 3days was at jairia's house:] hehehe then first night we drank some alcoholic drink untill my whole body red x) but quite nice lah:D then after that slept damn well also:D okays and me celine and kaiyi squeeze into one bed:] hehe and i get to see the unglam side of them all because they all lai4 chuang2 one! :D okays.next time must ask more ppl stay cause lx and px dint stay thix time :( yea,and we finally started on our farewell present:D its okay boy,u dont have to hold on to this last bit of the string anymore..i know u are feeling very tired from trying to cling on to this hope.its okay.

ahh today had training.SOYA BEAN ><> that promise u made,i dont think u have to hold on to it anymore.its okay if u wanna go.seriously.because i duwan to see that u who is always feeling so depressed and getting all emo with the prob between us :x

i think we disappointed johanna :x dammit.my cpr sucks.and if we could swop back our casualties we wouldnt have screwed that badly lah :'( sian..last case was fun cause the rain was damn big and we were like shouting to each other x) ahahah. i think i will back out like seriously because i can see and sense that she means quite alot to you.even though u try to keep ours like the past but i can see that u are struggling with it..although it hurts.but i rather i am the only one getting hurt compared to both of u all getting hurt..all the best :X

its two more days to farewell! ahh and we still chionging presents leh :X haha jiayou everybody:D
nc3 peixian and wanying not going farewell :'( sians.. our 3months promise?do u still rmb it? 20th oct-20th jan.i doubt we can even last through the 2nd month.thats why.ive decieded to let go..just go..
err i am trying to change colour for each paragraph ;D and im gonna wait till 12 till i post this..so its officially 20th nov.proves that i can live without u :x well maybe there was a significance difference but im gonna try to let go.yes i can and i will do it..dammit why do i feel like my vision is blurring as im typing this?
kaiyi sent me this :]

我还爱着你啊，只是怕说出心里话时会被你拒绝，心口频频作痛的滋味。
所以现在我宁愿在一旁为你默默地开心，为你流泪，为你打抱不平，为你嫉妒，也不愿占到你面前把心里话说出来，即使你心里也有着爱我的可能，就请你怪我太胆小了，我害怕像她一样，为爱上破了心，为爱失去了灵魂。
她的玻璃心碎了，而玻璃碎片到处都是，她麻木的灵魂早已消失的无影无踪，他剩下的只是那每人要的躯壳和与他在一起的回忆。
我也只是想保护永远属于你的我的心和魂。所以，亲爱的，原谅我想保护你宝贝的东西。不是你曾经宝贝的东西。对不起，我爱你。


byebye
#Tete

Labels: its ok :/ i will back out because you seem to be much happier and better off with her :x

hihihihihih:] yay i finally can blog again cause last 3days was at jairia's house:] hehehe then first night we drank some alcoholic drink untill my whole body red x) but quite nice lah:D then after that slept damn well also:D okays and me celine and kaiyi squeeze into one bed:] hehe and i get to see the unglam side of them all because they all lai4 chuang2 one! :D okays.next time must ask more ppl stay cause lx and px dint stay thix time :( yea,and we finally started on our farewell present:D its okay boy,u dont have to hold on to this last bit of the string anymore..i know u are feeling very tired from trying to cling on to this hope.its okay.

ahh today had training.SOYA BEAN ><> that promise u made,i dont think u have to hold on to it anymore.its okay if u wanna go.seriously.because i duwan to see that u who is always feeling so depressed and getting all emo with the prob between us :x

i think we disappointed johanna :x dammit.my cpr sucks.and if we could swop back our casualties we wouldnt have screwed that badly lah :'( sian..last case was fun cause the rain was damn big and we were like shouting to each other x) ahahah. i think i will back out like seriously because i can see and sense that she means quite alot to you.even though u try to keep ours like the past but i can see that u are struggling with it..although it hurts.but i rather i am the only one getting hurt compared to both of u all getting hurt..all the best :X

its two more days to farewell! ahh and we still chionging presents leh :X haha jiayou everybody:D
nc3 peixian and wanying not going farewell :'( sians.. our 3months promise?do u still rmb it? 20th oct-20th jan.i doubt we can even last through the 2nd month.thats why.ive decieded to let go..just go..
err i am trying to change colour for each paragraph ;D and im gonna wait till 12 till i post this..so its officially 20th nov.proves that i can live without u :x well maybe there was a significance difference but im gonna try to let go.yes i can and i will do it..dammit why do i feel like my vision is blurring as im typing this?
kaiyi sent me this :]

我还爱着你啊，只是怕说出心里话时会被你拒绝，心口频频作痛的滋味。
所以现在我宁愿在一旁为你默默地开心，为你流泪，为你打抱不平，为你嫉妒，也不愿占到你面前把心里话说出来，即使你心里也有着爱我的可能，就请你怪我太胆小了，我害怕像她一样，为爱上破了心，为爱失去了灵魂。
她的玻璃心碎了，而玻璃碎片到处都是，她麻木的灵魂早已消失的无影无踪，他剩下的只是那每人要的躯壳和与他在一起的回忆。
我也只是想保护永远属于你的我的心和魂。所以，亲爱的，原谅我想保护你宝贝的东西。不是你曾经宝贝的东西。对不起，我爱你。


byebye
#Tete

Labels: its ok :/ i will back out because you seem to be much happier and better off with her :x

Her name is Theresa and she comes from the school Tampines North Pri Sch Anglican high:D and the CCA SJAB:D I ♥ my squadmates most of the time(: Its in SJAB where bonds are made(:
I try to put on a smile to everyone who approaches me so dont provoke me will ya:D oh! i turn one year older every 23rd September(: the fool decided to move on alr(: I'LL LOVE YOU IF YOU LOVE ME :]
I'LL BITE YOU IF YOU HATE ME XD
I'LL KILL YOU IF YOU BREAK MY HEART XD
andand Im in Love with TURTLES :DDD
but im afraid of animals :X
yup thats all:D oh and the girl on the left is me! thats Celine on the right(:

Oh, the things I put up just to make the scrollbar scroll (;