Monday, October 27, 2008
i think i still need time to get you completely off my heart =x (oops taken from joycelyn blog which is also from zhidan's blog i think..credits to her:])hello:]] whee just now celine,kaiyi,jairia,xianzhi,yangzhi,lance,kangyu,weehong,kengfu came my house practise dance:D hehehe we learn all the way to couple dance there le leh:DD not bad not bad:] ahaha and the guys were damn bloody cute lah with their ai ni XD
yup..ohoh and 2D if you see this, ermt eh chalet cost 300plus for one night one room,then we decide to book only one room cos they say that most pp wont be sleeping at night,so ya lor:] then i think we need everyone to fork in another 10dollar for the food and chalet yup:]
i really really wished that all this was just a bad nightmare and i could just wake up from it to find that everything was just a dream=x i rly cant stand the loneliness anymore..i cant stand a day without talking to you.everytime the phone vibrates,i would always hope that the msg was from you,but it was always to my dissapointment.looking at those messages,memories came back.our promise?do you even remember?the sunset you promised to watch with me?where issit?i want my promise :'(
one month ago,we were still talking about it:] joking and still loving each other very much.
one month ltr,everything was over =x no more joking ard.no more smses.no more promises.no more msn.no more encouragement.talking to you now becomes a very stressful thing for me.bcos i know we will nvr be able to go back to the old days where we could joke with each other without worrying about anything.dont you think we are talking so formally now?even worse than strangers=x you told me you would try but i see no effort.you told me you love me but i dont see that at all.crying doesnt mean that the person is weak.many times i tried to hold back my tears but everytime i think about us,the tears just dont wanna listen and start to flow down.many a times when i see you online.i WISHED that i could talk to you and tell you how much i loved you but i realise that everything is over.it was all just wishful thinking on my part.we'll no longer be a part.we are now apart.and yup.everything you try to do now doesnt help.it just makes the relationship between us more awkward?
dammit.istillcantdenythefactthatistillloveyoualotalot.wth.noworries.iwontblameyouforleavingme.iwishyouallthebestwithher..
youdonthavetocomebackandshowmeconcernjustforthesakeofdoingit.idontnidit.youcangogiveallyourlovetoher.itsokay.iwillbe
strong.sometimes i rather just fake a smile to people who will never understand why you are sad=x
byebye
#TETE
yup..ohoh and 2D if you see this, ermt eh chalet cost 300plus for one night one room,then we decide to book only one room cos they say that most pp wont be sleeping at night,so ya lor:] then i think we need everyone to fork in another 10dollar for the food and chalet yup:]
i really really wished that all this was just a bad nightmare and i could just wake up from it to find that everything was just a dream=x i rly cant stand the loneliness anymore..i cant stand a day without talking to you.everytime the phone vibrates,i would always hope that the msg was from you,but it was always to my dissapointment.looking at those messages,memories came back.our promise?do you even remember?the sunset you promised to watch with me?where issit?i want my promise :'(
one month ago,we were still talking about it:] joking and still loving each other very much.
one month ltr,everything was over =x no more joking ard.no more smses.no more promises.no more msn.no more encouragement.talking to you now becomes a very stressful thing for me.bcos i know we will nvr be able to go back to the old days where we could joke with each other without worrying about anything.dont you think we are talking so formally now?even worse than strangers=x you told me you would try but i see no effort.you told me you love me but i dont see that at all.crying doesnt mean that the person is weak.many times i tried to hold back my tears but everytime i think about us,the tears just dont wanna listen and start to flow down.many a times when i see you online.i WISHED that i could talk to you and tell you how much i loved you but i realise that everything is over.it was all just wishful thinking on my part.we'll no longer be a part.we are now apart.and yup.everything you try to do now doesnt help.it just makes the relationship between us more awkward?
dammit.istillcantdenythefactthatistillloveyoualotalot.wth.noworries.iwontblameyouforleavingme.iwishyouallthebestwithher..
youdonthavetocomebackandshowmeconcernjustforthesakeofdoingit.idontnidit.youcangogiveallyourlovetoher.itsokay.iwillbe
strong.sometimes i rather just fake a smile to people who will never understand why you are sad=x
byebye
#TETE
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