to the ex members of (my never will i forget group):
hey guys.ive apologised time and time again right? then why issit you all still wont forgive me? what makes me feel very confused is why when i speak individually to you all, there seems to be no problem in communication, as in you all will sound very friendly blahblah. but when we all gather together. you all will somehow leave me out. it is because you are afraid that the others might say that: "eh why u so close to her?i tot u dont like her?" is it because of this reason that none of you would make the first move to help me in this situation?
people do make mistakes right? i believe u all do make mistakes before also, just that ppl dont realise them or u are being forgiven alr. dont say that u all nvr gone through any friendship problem before. havent u had the feeling i am experiencing now? are u not afraid of that feeling?how would you feel if you were to undergo that feeling again??
if criminals who have been to jail do get a second chance?why cant i be given a second chance too? for eg: if this guy A has commited a crime for stealing, the next time someone wallet goes missing,everyone would point their finger at him. that is how it is in the real world.
"giving a dog a bad name and hanging him"
although in their heart they know that the person who stole the wallet is not guy A, but they will still go with the crowd and not believe in their own thoughts.thats what everyone out there is doing. then when they see the innocent guy being misread again.they dont bother to go explain for him although they feel guilty in their hearts. they will say "aiya, also not my problem, why should i care?" but i believe that everyone has been misunderstood before and the feeling is not nice at all right. especially when u know that your frens are not willing to help u in times of need.
ive been trying and trying very hard to put in the effort to change.but are u all giving me the chance to do so? i dont think so. hey c:you were the one i always trusted the most. but what is happening now? (1/5 of my heart) hey l : what happened to the times in the past where u would share your secrets with me and complain about how .. would suan you... i nvr once told .. what u said to me.(1/5 of my heart)hey p: where were the times where we would play and gossip ard tgt.now i find it very hard to go to your cls to find you alr.(1/5 of my heart) hey k: i know that we dont rly comm much in the past. as in talk on the phone and gossip but u are still an impt place of my heart. hey j: i know that u were the one i hurt most and im alr very sorry bout it. you are as impt as the rest of the ppl in my heart. and i mean every word i say here

i just hope that u all will give me a second chance after reading this.. with all my hopes pinned here...this is the most that i can do to express my feelings. the rest depend on who is willing to stand out from the rest to help me alr.

Labels: i hope and pray and wish for the best..

to the ex members of (my never will i forget group):
hey guys.ive apologised time and time again right? then why issit you all still wont forgive me? what makes me feel very confused is why when i speak individually to you all, there seems to be no problem in communication, as in you all will sound very friendly blahblah. but when we all gather together. you all will somehow leave me out. it is because you are afraid that the others might say that: "eh why u so close to her?i tot u dont like her?" is it because of this reason that none of you would make the first move to help me in this situation?
people do make mistakes right? i believe u all do make mistakes before also, just that ppl dont realise them or u are being forgiven alr. dont say that u all nvr gone through any friendship problem before. havent u had the feeling i am experiencing now? are u not afraid of that feeling?how would you feel if you were to undergo that feeling again??
if criminals who have been to jail do get a second chance?why cant i be given a second chance too? for eg: if this guy A has commited a crime for stealing, the next time someone wallet goes missing,everyone would point their finger at him. that is how it is in the real world.
"giving a dog a bad name and hanging him"
although in their heart they know that the person who stole the wallet is not guy A, but they will still go with the crowd and not believe in their own thoughts.thats what everyone out there is doing. then when they see the innocent guy being misread again.they dont bother to go explain for him although they feel guilty in their hearts. they will say "aiya, also not my problem, why should i care?" but i believe that everyone has been misunderstood before and the feeling is not nice at all right. especially when u know that your frens are not willing to help u in times of need.
ive been trying and trying very hard to put in the effort to change.but are u all giving me the chance to do so? i dont think so. hey c:you were the one i always trusted the most. but what is happening now? (1/5 of my heart) hey l : what happened to the times in the past where u would share your secrets with me and complain about how .. would suan you... i nvr once told .. what u said to me.(1/5 of my heart)hey p: where were the times where we would play and gossip ard tgt.now i find it very hard to go to your cls to find you alr.(1/5 of my heart) hey k: i know that we dont rly comm much in the past. as in talk on the phone and gossip but u are still an impt place of my heart. hey j: i know that u were the one i hurt most and im alr very sorry bout it. you are as impt as the rest of the ppl in my heart. and i mean every word i say here

i just hope that u all will give me a second chance after reading this.. with all my hopes pinned here...this is the most that i can do to express my feelings. the rest depend on who is willing to stand out from the rest to help me alr.

Labels: i hope and pray and wish for the best..

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